My man!!!!

My baby! He's so bad. hahahahhahahahahaha........ Isn't he cute?!?!?!?!!!

unhappy with cartilage piercing

These are my piercings on my right ear. They look cute, but I'm unhappy with the fourth one, on the top, why? Mall piercing guns, thats why!

Firstly, there are three important pieces of information that anyone considering a cartilage piercing should heed.The first being that just because a cartilage is one of the more "common" piercings, that doesn't mean it is acceptable to get it pierced with a gun. Many malls offer this service, and foolishly I've accepted this twice. I deeply regret this as a piercing gun crushes the ears cartilage, and therefore leaves a rather unattractive bump. Also, to this day, my cartilage piercings aren't fully healed and I've encountered many a problem with them. So, my first piece of advice is to steer clear of the piercing gun, and instead find a piercist who knows what he/she is doing.
I ended up having to go to my ex-boyfriend's friend, who is a professional tattooist, to come and re-pierce mine on my lunch break. I Stupidly went to the local hair salon, to get it pierced, although I grew up living right next to the lady when i was younger, I can safely say she had NO IDEA WHAT SHE WAS DOING!!!!
Guns are NOT the way to go! They actually RUIN your ears! Go to a professional friend, or even your mom. Safety pins are much less painful, i had mine done with one, and I was back at school feeling no pain.

Welt from Lizzard

Thanksgiving in Victor Idaho

We went to my Uncle Travis and Aunt Shoshoni's house in Victor Idaho.
It was pretty fun. First night we were there we went to the bar where Uncle Travis works and had REALLY good food! Then we went back to his house and watched movies and talked, while Justin, my little brother, decided to stick his nose in the parrot cage. Well, Sacaro (the bird) didn't like that so much, and nipped his nose. Then my aunt turned to my mom and said " Now both of your kids have nose piercings!" His nose is fine, he's just not very smart. Not too long after, he stuck his finger into the cage! Sacaro literally charged him as best a bird could and barely missed Justin's finger.
The next day ( Thanksgiving) I woke up to Uncle Travis attempting to put me in a key hole, its a judo move, not exactly something pleasent you would want to wake up to. Sain, their husky\red wolf, jumped on me helping Uncle Travis hold me down. NOT HAPPY!!
Aunt Shoshoni made dinner, and Uncle Travis, knowing what I was eating, failed to tell me the "turkey" I was eating was actually lamb, causing me to literally throw up! Other then that, dinner was good, I asked Aunt Shoni what the meat was before I ate it though. Later that night, Uncle Travis was feeding Lizzard (their Igwana) and forgot to close the cage, so when I was walking by, the iguana whipped my leg, It left a mark, I will post a picture of it.

It was pretty good, I loved it. And Victoria, he said hi

I GOT MY NOSE PEIRCED!!!!

I got my nose pierced! It really didn't hurt at all.

and it is SUPER CUTE!!! I will post more pictures when i can, but for now;

TALON!!!

I LOVE YOU TALON!!!! My WONDERFULL boyfriend, Talon Cook

my kiddies

I went on to this website ; makemebabies.com

you can morph your picture along with someone else's and see what your children would look like. Here's mine.

top; my youngest
middle; my only girl
bottom; my oldest

RUN AWAAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UNCLE TRAVIS IS COMING!!!!! EEEEEK RUN AWAY!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. We're actually going to his house for Thanksgiving, me, mom, and Justin. Yes, lovely I know, NO!!!!

That man finds it amusing to pin me or my mother down, tickle us, than fart on us. OH NOSE!
SO KA-KA!!!!! It also amuses him to let his igwana out to chase me, and that thing is the scariest thing you will EVER see!!!

But, I love him, immatureness and all. hahahhaa

Kris publishing a book!

Kris is the Dream boat next to the bald guy. holding a book. yes, a book. Lovely in his tux and top hat wouldn't you think?

JOSHY POO BOTTOM!!!!

THis is my dear sweet Joshua Cameron! He was in army training then, explaining the "Cadet Beach" under his picture.

He's my hero!!! haha! I love you Josh!!!!

Kris and All his lovelyness!!!


homecoming
(dancing fool!)




He photoshoped it. :( above is Kris and Rob and I think Dave. Kris is in the Top hat. This was at his comic convention in London

UGH!!!!!

That is what I'm thinking right now. UGH!!! I didn't let go, now im paying for it! UGH!!
Victoria, you were right. Leave him alone, don't prolong my misary! I'm sorry I didn't listen to you when you told me, you were right, you know what your talking about! Love you Vicki! Thanks!

Japeneese writeing

Memory lane........good or bad?

2 months together. Febuary 2007
EEEEK!!!!!
I just can't let him go!!! It's taking so much out of my life! But those memories, good and bad, have taught me some things, so in a way, Thanks Cameron.

LITTLE MS. RANDOM!!!

PICS OF ME!!!! ENJOY LOVES!!!!!!!

Political Humor!!!!

HAHA

you have got to be kidding Ben and Jerry's!?!?!?!?

the animals rights people want Ben and Jerry's Ice cream to start using Breast milk in their ice cream instead of Cow's Milk!!!
What are they going to do, line up women and pump milk every day? That's SO WRONG!!!

BOYCOTT BEN AND JERRY'S FOREVER!!!!!!!!


its not like it hurts the cows, what will they do, shoot every calf that tries to eat from its mother? Because that is exactly what the sucking machines do! They suck the milk and it is 100% safe for the cow!

a girl-------- the secret of our thoughts, what they mean = )

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.





When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.




When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering
how long you will be around.

When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.




When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.




When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.




When a Girl wants to see you everyday.... she wants to be pampered.




When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.



When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.




Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....




Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.


Who calls you back when you hang up on him.




Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.



Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.



Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.



Who holds your hand in front of his friends.


Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.



Who turns
to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

you're better then that

wow so crazy!

I got surgery last Wednsday, taking out a cyst on my ovary, that was pretty painful, but the scars are healing up, pain is going down to a level 2 on occasion. I'm so glad it's gone! My Aunt Shownie, My Uncle Travis's wife had the same thing done, so that made me feel better that she was supporting me and making me feel better. We stayed at there house in Idaho the day before the surgery in Jackson. They live in Victor, only 1 hour away from Jackson. I've never seen my Uncle Travis so protective! He was watching my every move and just waiting behind me incase i passed out. ( the pain killers made me dizzy)
I got my stitches out this Wedsnday. that hurt, the doctor snipped some skin instead of the stitch!!!!!!!!

My grandparents went to Branson Missori 2 days after my surgery and are coming back on Sunday, so not only to I get to see Pappy and Grandma soon....................................................................................PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've missed about 2 weeks of school, and are going back on Monday. I wish i weren't, because it's school, and some of the teachers dont understand anything. HA!
The movie I have been watching the most while i have been in bed for 2 weeks; Ever After.
My favirot movie. And a fairy tell, SUCH A PLUS!!!
well, i better go.

awwwwwwwwws

another aawwwwwwwwwww

awwwwwwwwww

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so cute and happy!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My 2nd favirote person. My dad

Thats my daddy! Jason Beach.

Although we dont get along a whole lot, I love him, and he is my dad. He married my mom when i was 1 and a half. Then adpoted me when i was 4 so i had his last name.

He can be cool at times, weird at most, crazy all the time, but i love him.

Uncle Merrill

Merrill Asay Despain passed away Wednesday, August 27, 2008 at his home in Mapleton at the age of 69. He was born May 4, 1939 in Byron, Wyoming to William Quayle and Mary Asay Despain. He married Gertrude Venene Schnebly in Mesa, Arizona Temple on April 25, 1964. Together they had seven children and were later divorced. He married Iris Ann Robinson in the Provo Temple on January 16, 1990.

Merrill served in the National Guard from 1957-1961. He was an active member of the LDS Church and served a mission to the central states. He loved the outdoors, especially fishing, camping and hunting. He also enjoyed reading, poetry, music and playing the guitar.

He is survived by his wife, Iris; children: Licia Kim, Bill Despain, Neil Despain, Anna Despain and Joy Kunzler; stepchildren: Brian Prince, Michael Prince, Jay Lynn Prince and Karl Prince; 27 grandchildren; and 9 brothers and sisters. He was preceded in death by two sons, David and Benjamin Despain, and one granddaughter, Shyann Prince.

That is all about my Uncle Merrill. He had liver cancer and heart failure. He was my grandpa Despain's older brother by maybe 4 years. Sad.

Uncle Merrill

the meaning of a rose,

Red- Love, beauty, romantic love, courage, congradulations.
" I love you"
Dark Red- unconscious beauty

Single Red- I love you

White- Purity, worthyness,
" I am worthy of you"
Pink- thank you, grace, Perfect happiness, admieration.
"please belive me"
dark pink- appretiation

Light pink- joy

yellow with red tip- falling in love

orange- desire

red and white- unity

peach-closing the deal, lets get together

pale peach- modesty

coral-desire

thornless rose- undying love.

holy animals!

scary thing to happen

Creepy isnt it?? AND IT HURTS! If you get a pain in your side on the left; GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM RIGHT AWAY!!!! Trust me, this is a scary thing to go through, and it is painful. Just be careful of what you do, and how young you are, because it will follow you and there are risks that may happen, let me be an example. = (

The gel is FREEZING cold! I wont say anything about what is going to happen, because right now, I'm not even sure what will happen. Don't mistake it for apendix pain, I tried to play that card, but the apendix is on the RIGHT not the LEFT.
So maybe a surgery later, it will get all figured out. Hopefully, right?
Save your self the embaressment, doctors will be straight forward with you, and explain future risk, and you will be uncomfortable with the ultrasound, so be carefuls!!!!


bye loves!!!!!

no that is NOT a baby

Uncle Travis

My wonderful Uncle Travis!!!

HE'S HERE!!!!!!!!!

MY UNCLE TRAVIS IS HERE!!!
My uncle Travis is HERE!!!! OMG!!!!!! I haven't seen him in SO long! I love him. Can't beleive he came!
I'll post pictures of him towmorrow day. AFTER i get off work.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


goodbye my lovers!

rockstars of my world! = )

Bret Micheals of Posion
sexy Dave Mustaine of Megadeth
sebastion bach of Skid Row

and, what a babe! Mike Patton, Faith No More

METALLICA CONCERT HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!

At the Energy Center In Salt Lake City Utah, in November, METALLICA IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mom, Me and my little bro Justin are going!!!!! I'm SO EXITED!!!!!
Although not as Great as Megadeth, Metallica is on the top of my list of great bands!!! IM SO PUMPED!!!! = )

ANyway, it will be GREAT! Can't wait for Novemeber! LALALALLALALA!!!!!!

WHOA-E WHOA-E OH OH!!!!!!!!!

Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
Whoa-e, oh-we, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
I wish we were older !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY (new) BABY!!!!!

KRIS!!!!!!!!