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AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so cute and happy!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My 2nd favirote person. My dad

Thats my daddy! Jason Beach.

Although we dont get along a whole lot, I love him, and he is my dad. He married my mom when i was 1 and a half. Then adpoted me when i was 4 so i had his last name.

He can be cool at times, weird at most, crazy all the time, but i love him.

Uncle Merrill

Merrill Asay Despain passed away Wednesday, August 27, 2008 at his home in Mapleton at the age of 69. He was born May 4, 1939 in Byron, Wyoming to William Quayle and Mary Asay Despain. He married Gertrude Venene Schnebly in Mesa, Arizona Temple on April 25, 1964. Together they had seven children and were later divorced. He married Iris Ann Robinson in the Provo Temple on January 16, 1990.

Merrill served in the National Guard from 1957-1961. He was an active member of the LDS Church and served a mission to the central states. He loved the outdoors, especially fishing, camping and hunting. He also enjoyed reading, poetry, music and playing the guitar.

He is survived by his wife, Iris; children: Licia Kim, Bill Despain, Neil Despain, Anna Despain and Joy Kunzler; stepchildren: Brian Prince, Michael Prince, Jay Lynn Prince and Karl Prince; 27 grandchildren; and 9 brothers and sisters. He was preceded in death by two sons, David and Benjamin Despain, and one granddaughter, Shyann Prince.

That is all about my Uncle Merrill. He had liver cancer and heart failure. He was my grandpa Despain's older brother by maybe 4 years. Sad.

Uncle Merrill

the meaning of a rose,

Red- Love, beauty, romantic love, courage, congradulations.
" I love you"
Dark Red- unconscious beauty

Single Red- I love you

White- Purity, worthyness,
" I am worthy of you"
Pink- thank you, grace, Perfect happiness, admieration.
"please belive me"
dark pink- appretiation

Light pink- joy

yellow with red tip- falling in love

orange- desire

red and white- unity

peach-closing the deal, lets get together

pale peach- modesty

coral-desire

thornless rose- undying love.

holy animals!

scary thing to happen

Creepy isnt it?? AND IT HURTS! If you get a pain in your side on the left; GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM RIGHT AWAY!!!! Trust me, this is a scary thing to go through, and it is painful. Just be careful of what you do, and how young you are, because it will follow you and there are risks that may happen, let me be an example. = (

The gel is FREEZING cold! I wont say anything about what is going to happen, because right now, I'm not even sure what will happen. Don't mistake it for apendix pain, I tried to play that card, but the apendix is on the RIGHT not the LEFT.
So maybe a surgery later, it will get all figured out. Hopefully, right?
Save your self the embaressment, doctors will be straight forward with you, and explain future risk, and you will be uncomfortable with the ultrasound, so be carefuls!!!!


bye loves!!!!!

no that is NOT a baby

Uncle Travis

My wonderful Uncle Travis!!!

HE'S HERE!!!!!!!!!

MY UNCLE TRAVIS IS HERE!!!
My uncle Travis is HERE!!!! OMG!!!!!! I haven't seen him in SO long! I love him. Can't beleive he came!
I'll post pictures of him towmorrow day. AFTER i get off work.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


goodbye my lovers!

rockstars of my world! = )

Bret Micheals of Posion
sexy Dave Mustaine of Megadeth
sebastion bach of Skid Row

and, what a babe! Mike Patton, Faith No More

METALLICA CONCERT HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!

At the Energy Center In Salt Lake City Utah, in November, METALLICA IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mom, Me and my little bro Justin are going!!!!! I'm SO EXITED!!!!!
Although not as Great as Megadeth, Metallica is on the top of my list of great bands!!! IM SO PUMPED!!!! = )

ANyway, it will be GREAT! Can't wait for Novemeber! LALALALLALALA!!!!!!

WHOA-E WHOA-E OH OH!!!!!!!!!

Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
Whoa-e, oh-we, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
I wish we were older !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY (new) BABY!!!!!

KRIS!!!!!!!!

wish i was older

I wish i was older! Wouldn't have to wait SO long to be with the one i love. If only i was 18, living together and be happy! haha.



No, i recently just went through ANOTHER break up! But it didn't hurt as bad, cuz i made him feel bad, so that made me happy, his pain, for leaving scratch that CHEATING on me. but ya know what? his loss, haha, i can flirt with MUCH CUTER guys!!!

bye bye volleyball

I quit volley ball, yeah, i know. Like, they had me as a sub, which means i wouldnt play in games, but i would just sit there WATCHING the game, the reason i joined volleyball was to PLAY NOT WATCH the damn games!

It's gay, very gay, but not my problem anymore! HAHAHAHAHA