break up blues???

Nope! Not at all anymore!

Alot of you, ( to my friends) know that I was with Cameron for almost 2 years, and I had a promise ring, and we were convinced we would get married.
But when we broke up, yeah It was hard. But I got over it, and got someone nicer, and a bit cuter too. hehe.
The best advice I can give you, don't cry over it, it's only a waste of energy and time you will never in your life get back. Do you really want to waste that time over them? No. I cried one night, when we were fighting, I cried alot when we were fighting actually. But when I actually broke up with him and ended it, I didn't cry at all, because I knew it was for the best and there are better guys out there. It's hard to come to reality and think " hey, maybe we wont last, maybe we wont get married" You don't wanna think it, but trust me, if you do, you might just be right.

Some one that is VERY close to me, almost like my sister, told me,

"You will find time and again that teenage boys are not particularly good at acting mature. They are a bundle of hormones and as a rule are not easy to trust."

and that is SO TRUE! They lie, and they are cheats. But there is one out there that was made JUST FOR YOU!!!!! Who knows, he could be in China, Austraillia, Norway, Germany, anywhere.

I'm totally over Cameron, and I hope he knows that. It was for the best. And if he ever reads this, you need to get over it! Find someone else.

I've found that if you think about the good things that happened between you and that person, you will get over them SO much quicker! And when you look at them, you won't feel anything.
You may think you are "hopelessly in love" but it is just our ability to feel what we have felt as spirits in our past lives. We felt love, hurt, depression, sadness, anything we can feel now, we felt then, that is why, maybe in kindergarten you were madly in love with the boy sitting next to you. It is that ability.
Be picky and date alot, and don't go steady untill you are ready. Live life to the fullest before you settle down and start a family.
One day you'll get sick of saying everything is alright, trust me, i know. The teachers said we actually acted like we were married, and it seemed like it at times. I did love him, i won't deny that, and i did miss him after we broke up. But I wasn't about to "rescue" him.
His selfish love only pushed me away from him more. saying " if i dont have you i will die, my world will end without you" that kind of selfish love. In my opinion, he has hit rock bottom, and I'm still at the top of the world. I realized i don't need him hugging me, I don't need his kisses, I don't need him to feel happy. I have my friends.

A VERY OVER DUE, BUT TRUE APOLIGY TO MY FRIENDS!!

Guys, I'm sorry I left you as soon as I started dating him. I am SO sorry. i NEED my friends, thank you so much for being there for me still. I promise, i will make time for all of you and won't let a guy ever break us apart again! When i was with him it was like he was all i needed and i couldn't breath with out him, but now its "FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS" and I couldn't be happier. SO thank you for being there, and I am very sorry.